Glady's Wit Da Wagon

[00:00:00] But what would mom no care to just sling and dig in the company? No, my mom would My mom wouldn't care if I was slinging to dig in the car Let's just say gladys approach you from a count and she a little 70 roll name though

[00:00:26] And she might be five years younger than your mom And you know, you know gladys got that wagon like that giant dragon in the back She would be mad. She would be mad People want to go fight fucking miss gladys My mom wouldn't know

[00:00:49] Everybody welcome to another episode of the According to Wes podcast as always You got chef boyard D. Law in this Double-son-in-law, I thought about it, but then once I started saying chef I'm like, you know deep lones the devil's son-in-law

[00:01:14] Wesley John Carlo Wesley John Carlo in the building John Carlo. Yes Back with another episode another week And Speaking of you fluffing rice. Do you know that scientists have jet genetically engineered rice to taste like beef?

[00:01:40] Well, no, it's just a certain type of rice not all the rice like you can buy this rice It tastes like it tastes like beef tips Hey, look, I seen in the stoves that They got oh beef liver rice. That's what I'm thinking you talking about

[00:01:57] No, I mean like no, I mean like you eat the rice is rice texture, but it's beef But it's not real beef. It's they made it that way it's not so they like put like boolean cubes in the mouth No, I mean

[00:02:18] They genetically modified a rice to taste like beef intriguing Gary Yeah, every time I Read something like that. Yeah, this the thing is gonna cause cancer at a rapid rate Well, this is the thing that turns everybody into zombies

[00:02:42] Let's face it we essentially we're all going to turn in a zombie Wow, thanks. Some of us will be dead before them So that's what Undead whatever the fuck that means Yeah, I think it was all these other undead isn't the undead living Exactly You know

[00:03:11] It makes no sense Yeah I don't know been drinking a little bit too. Um, if you are undead yet you're living if you did you did Case in point there you go That is

[00:03:32] Facts from D law there you go tax D law we want to add a sound effect for you Well, you know what else I got coming from D law I Got story time I

[00:03:56] Don't you know this call sound like we get to your story. Yo, were you a fan of the X-man animated series when you were younger? Of course. Yeah, I still watch it. Did you see the trailer for the new one? That's coming out in March

[00:04:10] There's a trailer for you one Yeah, so it's supposed to pick up where the last X-man I mean not the last but the last episode of the X-man animated series left off They all died

[00:04:21] No, come on. What are you talking about? Well in the future when a kid what came back because it went by that That wasn't the last episode. It was in the last episode, but they had like led into that and like

[00:04:33] You know Jean Grey had already ran into the Sun I Mean that happened Him and the chick from the scrolls, I think they they were in love and then they couldn't do their love No, no, no, no your time out the Phoenix saga and

[00:04:55] The X-man animated series like all that happened everybody didn't die It was a bunch of episodes after that. You didn't even see the dark Phoenix shit, right? There was a dark Phoenix. Yeah, you can see the cartoons

[00:05:09] Was it you know what I've been I've been Reese I had just restarted it because you know because you remember You know, I watched this back when I was in like my early childhood going into like early preteens

[00:05:22] So do I and I remember those day. Oh, I watched a lot of it But that's why I went back and started watching a lot of it But I was like, let me rewatch this because I want to be familiar with this

[00:05:37] I'm not gonna spoil anything long story short in March It is gonna pick up where the last episode of what you're watching Left off That's it. Right? Yeah, it's gonna pick up where it left off that sees I mean that that series

[00:05:54] Definitely a different animation style and stuff like that, but I say definitely check out the trailer Matter fact Yeah, I say definitely check on the trail. I don't want no copyright shit. They got copyright. We wanted a podcast the

[00:06:12] When I was uploading to something and take it down, but we definitely check it out Podcast that you had that you've been working on without a while me No, a different episode. No different episode

[00:06:26] The one where it was like peaches of eggplants and I played the fucking song. Oh Shit, I forgot you played the song. It was a long day. That was a while ago As I was uploaded to something they got taken down

[00:06:38] I was like, all right, fair enough. I didn't fucking Oh The sex with Lex podcast episode with me is coming out next month Naked I was two years ago. I know it felt like ball six. I know

[00:07:03] That's like so, you know, what is this? Just a way, you know, whoa No, she was going through some stuff that happened Okay She had to sue somebody because something happened along with

[00:07:22] Mental health stuff where she was so overwhelmed with a lot of stuff. She had a time to take a break from a lot of stuff Yeah And this is what she's telling me That's not what she's showing on her stories and everything else because on the story

[00:07:35] She's saying like she loves you live her best life, but I mean you got to show We got to show you living your best life because you don't want no one didn't know, you know That's not even that sometimes you showing that you live in your best life

[00:07:49] Even though you not kind of forces you to try to live your best life. I know that sounds kind of crazy Yeah, a lot people would live that way I try literally sometimes like if I can't post nothing positive

[00:08:01] Then I'm not gonna post it and I haven't posted anything. Well on my other page in such a long time But it's just like not that I'm depressed or anything like that, but it's just like

[00:08:13] You know, not you got faked to you make it but more or less like Try to be the person that you try to try to be the person that you try to be hot That's it. That that does not sound right

[00:08:24] Be the person that you try to be you know what I mean keep striving Striving for that shit not to be fake but just more or less like yo if that's the type of person I want to be figure out to be their person

[00:08:35] So sometimes being happy you got to force yourself to be happy look for happy, you know what I mean? I get that I get so Sad you know, it's fucked up now fucked up. Yes, fuck that was you had to sue some eye

[00:08:46] You know, everything going okay with her and shit I mean from what I heard everything's going fine, but God, you know, she she's So the so the clip she posted God, I had a car like hold up look nigga I'm in the middle of talking that so

[00:09:09] In the clip if I remember correctly We were in a mirror we're in the middle of talking about her gay co-host About Set this like when you get into the pussy blah blah blah

[00:09:25] So she just ran me these boys up. Have you ever had but sex? It was enough From there to me. Yeah, he asked you have you had but sex. Have you penetrated or was you penetrated?

[00:09:38] No, she just said how you ever had but sex and so in that moment I was like well No, no, I did and then I told the story about the chick who I had

[00:09:49] Fell in it no way friend fell in the mother. Yeah, yeah, I told that story And so and I and I had the test is like so let me ask you this like why

[00:10:00] Of all clips of that fucking episode you post that she said I had to get people what they want What do they want? I Was like so where they want to know that that I fuck some chicken-ass like I'm not understanding it like

[00:10:17] I'm confused myself like what did you want to they wanted you on the show because the streets I wanted to know was the law taking booty holes down. That's what they wanted to know. I guess I kind of was like, you know

[00:10:39] But next month some time it should come out Little nervous cuz you know, because you know what you said Oh, I remember a lot of stuff. I said bottle I want you know, it's like when I were a court with you

[00:10:56] I remember a lot of what I said is what I don't remember that I'm always worried about shit I mean Yo, that's why you need to listen

[00:11:10] You need to listen to these episodes when they post it so you'll be like yo could you do a quick editor reupload? I could do that Well, see that that's what that look as soon as she posted this will my ill I need you to read it

[00:11:22] But you know everything was recorded on the camera on the phone camera live. I Was like for all of this you might as well went YouTube live at that point Man Hope you won't be saying thinking like that when I'll be posting the aquips and shit

[00:11:47] When you post our clips in my head, I'm like Worst case scenario. I was like a you need to edit that out But generally you edit out shit. That's gonna incriminate me I must say me specifically I

[00:12:05] Just trying not to say nothing crazy why cuz I don't want to do the work of editing But if I say something crazy and I was like in Iran, I'm like, I wrote what so I was talking crazy about I

[00:12:17] Want to talk a crazy, but it was just a little bit too crazy for me as somebody in my family I was like, you know what? I'm gonna just cut that whole motherfucker part because I just never know and I want to come off disrespectful So

[00:12:31] Trust me, I know I'm the one doing that But it was it I was this is always as funny I'm like yeah, so It's like I said it's never about what I Said or what I know I said it's about what I can't remember that I did say

[00:12:52] So you remember, you know, I you know, I left it the US stockpile to go to the state, right? Yeah, and so I feel like I told you this already. They're all employed now Who's employed all of them everybody the stockpile Unemployed I thought you said employee down

[00:13:13] So remember so I know people gonna have to rewind back to a couple episodes so about a year and a half back But I remember I told you I said they told me I got 16 months to you know before, you know

[00:13:28] Whatever and then all of a sudden I found a job Yeah, that's 16 months is up And they don't have a job they want jobs and the service package was sweet

[00:13:39] I know how she was sweet cuz I'm thinking about like same if I if I stay now my job wouldn't stay because I've got a wife who in a mortgage a car note and As much as my wife

[00:13:56] Understand if I did stay at the company for whatever reason the one thing that Including myself and in this vice versa between me and her is understanding So you knew Ahead of time that you're gonna be unemployed Why do you make arrangements? to You know Not be unemployed

[00:14:24] It's a question that I would ask my wife the same question. She would ask me If you knew you're gonna be unemployed in 16 months Why are you why didn't you make an active effort to find a job so that when they close it out? You were gone Yeah

[00:14:39] Now don't go wrong like I could I could have made a huge push for how sweet the severance package was and all the other stuff But that's severance package is only so big like the severance package I would have got

[00:14:51] Would have been enough that if I was living with my parents still I could have survived for a year That severance package being married with a wife Child and everything else and having to go, you know drive a car and everything else

[00:15:07] All of six months tops. Yeah, that ain't none. It ain't no say nothing like And then and that's even after you you you're able to file for unemployment Like that only lasts but was so long and that might have stressed it to nine months but

[00:15:30] Yeah, they're all right now. They're currently all out of some found jobs some didn't You know and in people who I really fucked with at the place. I was like, I mean, I can see you shift from the state

[00:15:45] My man my most supervisor been sending them shit from where he working at, you know, something like so They got resources a lot of them have resources of people who

[00:15:54] Work in high positions that they can get them looked at. I don't know if they really want to take it You know saying like because they got this ever They go no the severance came in last week

[00:16:05] You said what you mean that you don't know if they really want to take it without the severance, but like Yeah What do you feel that? You know So I know what wonder people I know they're like, well, you know my mom, you know, she works

[00:16:23] You know, she works at this place and she said that after this particular thing is finished You know she can get she can network me in I'm not working no organization where my mom is that I ain't gonna hold you

[00:16:45] He single he's single no what if I want to link dick in the company What You're unemployed right you trying to get out when you know Will use the Reese I will use the other resources that I got before you mom So

[00:17:06] So what you're saying is that it on it don't matter what the situation is Before you use mom you got be dead on your ass and like I love know what I'm saying is you said that they have resources And as far as you sending them stuff

[00:17:24] Other your old manager sending them stuff and stuff like that, but you said they don't want to use them Don't you get parents? Yeah You huh? Well cuz their parents have resources to

[00:17:36] Right, I don't want to use their parents as resources. That's what they said. Mm-hmm. Oh, I got confused. Yeah, I wouldn't even I still wouldn't you Yeah, I was my mother would have tried to get me a job where she was he said she listen

[00:17:50] I got up until that time that she said he or she said you said mom I got up until that time so mom said I Have up until that time to find something else basically is what I'm trying to say Because come on out Come on now

[00:18:15] That's not what I'm saying. I mean but what would mom don't care to just slinging dig in the company. No, my mom would My mom wouldn't care if I was slinging dig in the car

[00:18:33] Let's just say let me know let's just say glad it's approached you from accounting and she a little 70-year-old name though And she might be five years younger than your mom and You know, you know glad it's got that wagon like that giant dragon in the back

[00:18:51] She would be mad. She would be mad She would want to go fight fucking miss Gladys My mom would know my mom would it came to me like Start sleeping with wagon wagon would you call the gladdest wagon glad is glad

[00:19:16] Glad is with the wagon Glad is with the wagon like come on like I know you could do better I get if you're in love with her, but you know if you Know your mom say that but in your hair you gonna be like, you know

[00:19:31] You can't even say the things the reasons why you were glad is When she said glad is with the wagon she knew why She knew well My mom would not be opposed to me ever working with her or even dating someone in that office as long as

[00:19:56] It was one of these where she was like Like my mom was a very she's like this. All right. Well, look, you know, obviously super extra Christian But she's a realist where it's like, okay

[00:20:08] I get it if you have such as a person and and had a baby with him in her head. She's like this but if you go on fuck up at least Make it worth the fuck up. You know, that's how moms was and like the wagon mom like

[00:20:27] Mom see mom See, she ain't worried about no wagons. She worried about the face card. Can you wake up next to that every night? Mom's Like mom, I think that's everybody's mom Her son's

[00:20:48] Wife body look like do she do do she take care you and did she look good because that's what's gonna get you far And I Is true of any person I've ever dated Mom's love Mrs. Spell

[00:21:07] Like it was it was off the back because and mom's told me this was like, you know He don't bring no one around like he'll have this isn't this and she was like, I like her. Okay So you sure this was you want to marry?

[00:21:22] I mean, she's like, okay cool great my prayer work. That's what Yeah, she's like what you mean she's like whatever time I say this prayer Either you break up with a girl is always you break up with a girl

[00:21:41] I said this prayer that like too nice ago next to you know, you telling me you think about getting murders My son up for the prayer works. Oh, that is so fucking sweet Oh great sweet. I mean, I mean it sucks for the heart at the heartbreak

[00:21:59] That I had in my life but to know that mama was praying You know, you know in the church mama mama pray for me that's a That's what that's what went through my head like damn She prayed for me that I will find the person for me

[00:22:15] And this person landed in my lap is all great To mama Reverend that's what I'm calling mama Reverend. I was gonna say senior missus Well, missus Smith isn't a Smith She's looking nice How was your Valentine's Day mr. West? It was

[00:22:59] Me and missus had a wonderful Valentine's Day Besides me making her some soggy ass rice as she decided to tell me But you know, it's funny like after I made it after all the rice is kind of soggy

[00:23:19] And then you know, I went through a plan of how I was gonna make the rice not soggy next time I made this this She came in today was like oh Fuck your soggy ass

[00:23:33] No, we don't have rice cooker, but it's yourself a rice cooker. They're like $20 on cut all that shit out Make a small pot with no rice Hold on so she said make you know

[00:23:46] So, you know how you put the meat peppers and tomatoes in and all that she said next time just make a small pot with that Yeah, you ain't supposed to fucking add that shit so the juices from the meats salt. Stop that shit up

[00:23:58] You wait to throw that in Follow the recipe Hi, who was I just like yo, you don't follow fucking recipes to a T and books because people don't eat the way you eat They so a certain things you just don't

[00:24:20] I'm not on no, but I just had this conversation to Say it I today. I just had this conversation Listen I just had this conversation today about oatmeal something basic So no, I'm not on nobody side. I'm just saying I just had this conversation this morning

[00:24:45] So yeah, I didn't mean for to be in her favorite Just had the conversation For one for Mrs. Smith I gave a solution to how the rice is still come out firm and everything else and That way it will still be a good dish

[00:25:11] You know, I made this this many times my arms is my race has never come out that mushy before Yeah, so that and I'm not gonna say it's because of the rest because a lot of rice that I use What a race that I use now

[00:25:25] It's right that once you rest is 10 minutes and it's done But all the races I've ever used to actually make that dish were like rice that took like 20 minutes to cook

[00:25:37] Right, so it was I use a different rice. I use a whole lot of fluid that was my fault I own my fault When you say fluid What do you mean? Chicken broth and water

[00:25:53] Why why you add more water to the broth? Well, no, well the broth has water in it. Oh Yeah, yeah, just you know just emphasize that Whether I had used water or if I use chicken broth, it would have been the same result

[00:26:08] Now I feel what you're saying So it's one of those things like is what it is I knew what I know what changes I need to make if I'm going to use that particular rice and Those are the chains I'm gonna make

[00:26:21] She had a comment me like that See how to come me like that My soul no it didn't I Might be deep know the devil son-in-law, but I got a heart

[00:26:52] I go a lot sometimes like what it would be the other way with me. I'll be like yo, but I cook this shit That's how I be feeling like yo, I don't got cook this shit and I'll just be mad in my head, but I'll never see

[00:27:06] Like no critique my shit She says she was eating this shit no more She Acts I get critique I do appreciate her feedback even though it's exactly what I already said, but I appreciate There you go did you eat the rice today?

[00:27:54] Was it good was a mushy okay That's how you should have made the right separate Right in my liver like I Was that bad boys wanted to next tell you that's how you always a drive

[00:28:31] Well, I love my wife at least you you know what you but you won't not that no one will and not that someone doesn't But you won't find a partner that will always be straight up honest with you. Oh, this is great

[00:28:42] And no they'll eat the shit and they go to your home girl Shit Listen, I'm too much of a person that just don't want to keep going through bad shit like that

[00:28:55] This food office or whatever. I'm like yo, I just got to find a good way to say it I'm gonna say it No, no see mr. Spiff you don't know what I go through She said because we'll get to say whatever the fuck they want to say

[00:29:16] Yes, we do we can do I can't just say oh Yeah But you like these motherfuckers Look, let's see now now she understands well Yeah, maybe I shouldn't say we gotta get Brussels sprouts You should Brussels sprout I thought Brussels sprout was nasty motherfuckers good

[00:30:00] But I don't eat the honey roasted ones and I don't know how to make that so Go to rest the rest of the get that my issue with Brussels sprouts is there bitter? They're very funny roasted Yeah, honey, honey, honey, rusty honey roasted bitter. Yeah

[00:30:23] Bitter I've never had a bitter Brussels sprout Bitter And your palate must be different man. Well, of course it's different, but I don't taste anything better with bus What was that I Yeah, you're ranking my right. Yeah, well, you know

[00:31:00] Tell the listeners what what the question what would the topic question is? Rank in the following order how much you value them money career family fitness help and hobbies so You know, you know, I did not discuss this with anyone

[00:31:22] I mean, this is your purse. I will hope you discussed it with yourself. It's for you I discussed it with myself and my other personalities So here is how I ranked it okay, I ranked it as family Health and fitness Career money and hobbies

[00:31:47] Okay, so the reason why family is because mind you I come from a big I come from a relatively big family So family has always been one of things where it's like at least if I know if I'm down on my luck

[00:32:01] I can call it and they can be like look can I stage your career for however long I need and they'd like I That's fine. Right, you know, say now health and fitness

[00:32:14] Fitness and health is because at the end of the day, I know that in order for me to live with my family everything else I got being good health. Nobody wants to take care of nigga that that ain't good

[00:32:24] Oh, they got taken to the doctors every other day and balling and nobody won't do all that So in order for me to be able to pursue the values of the next set of them I have to be in good health. I have to be in good fitness

[00:32:39] Was leads me into my career money Career money tie into all of that because if I'm not healthy Even if I'm in a good career, I can't make no goddamn money

[00:32:54] Okay, and so if I can't make no goddamn money when will I have time for goddamn hobby? So I Look at it from that standpoint of In order for in order for anything to happen or anything good to happen at first

[00:33:13] I have to have a good family base second I have to make sure I have good health and fit, you know help fitness and health so that that way You know, I'm healthy. I'm able to get up and downstairs. I'm able to drive myself, please

[00:33:27] I'm able to work. I'm able to do all those things which allows me to get into my career which allows me to be able to get into my Um to get more money because in your career That's how you're gonna be getting your money

[00:33:39] And then as I get further further my career and to make more money. I'm able to Do more hobbies So whether that is do math tutoring whether that is doing golf or As my wife would love to do going kayaking and stuff like that You hit the golfing

[00:34:01] Oh, I suck at golf. I can tell you that now. I can't I can't hit that small ass white ball I thought you wanted to take up golf man. I'm like, yo I need to do that I'd rather shoot a basketball You do remember I'm black, right?

[00:34:18] Yeah, so it's tiger woods Tiger tiger woods y'all But uh, yes, I would rather I would rather do all those things before I um Um ever golf shit But um Yeah, I'd rather like kayaking as it was I ain't gonna hold you. Yeah, I'm gonna still

[00:34:43] Well, it's kayaking in the one world your your whole torso is end of motherfucker. Yes See that scares me Just scares me If you're looking for a good other workout A good upper body workout If you're looking for that That's where it is

[00:35:10] You know what I do for my upper body workout bench press push-ups Well, if you're looking for something well, it's more of a I give what y'all said It's an endurance thing Because you know, there's there's different workouts that you can do that

[00:35:29] If it you know you get endurance workouts up front Or in your muscles you get and then you got muscle building So if you do endurance training on your muscles, that's how you get that toning and all that

[00:35:42] All the other stuff where you get the guys who they got all the muscle toning They do they do light reps But they do they do light reps, but a lot of You know what I'm saying and that's what that's what they do Um, I was studying basically

[00:35:59] Yeah, canister canister. You know, yeah. Oh, that's all in that same thing like lot, you know light reps lots of So I could do the kayak thing once I get over my fear of that maybe flipping over

[00:36:19] Only because I want to um hey look join a club of niggas that don't want to flip over Right Only because I want to see nature Oh, you'll see nature all right when you flip over in that ocean You'll be there with jellyfish

[00:36:33] The ocean hold up y'all doing it in the ocean out of river. What are you? River That's right there. That's no, it's a river that the water comes from front of a tunnel. Yeah, right, right Yeah, so Hey, yeah, I'm definitely not doing in the fucking hole. I

[00:36:49] First I know y'all doing on the river. I'm just saying when you say ocean. I'm like, no, you know fucking way ain't no way but uh I agree with your list not. I agree. I guess I could I could see all that

[00:37:01] Uh coming to that my shoes of course mine is different uh Reminded different ideally, I think mine is like family first of course Uh I'm surprised you didn't put religion in there It was was a shock for me Um Damn, I don't know why I didn't either uh

[00:37:32] That could be another topic. I know what I can put because To me me personally I am not a fan of Religion I am a fan of

[00:37:47] Okay, I consider religion like the thing of going to church. This isn't this. This is what you do blah blah blah blah my faith I consider you just you know being a good christian and You know living by the book and this this and that right? So

[00:38:05] the religion part which is Fish fries and church and all that stuff is just Yeah for me But like I said, we could probably do another Hold another old different topic. I mean a whole different discussion on that And I My shit goes

[00:38:26] I got stories for days and y'all gonna be like what the fuck? I'm like Just about that alone one main story. It's just kind of trickle down which is a weird situation in my life

[00:38:37] But it didn't cause me to lose faith or anything like that, which is good Um, I get that I get that So I got family What's up David? How do you walk it? It's white cheddar popcorn It's good So I got family is my number one

[00:39:01] You know because I love them Even though I don't show it the way they want sometimes right Now I will say I do run into that a particular scenario where That I don't show it the way they feel that I should show up but also So

[00:39:21] In their heads they think I'm a rebel anyway where I'm just gonna do what I want to do but I always looked at it from a standpoint of I'm gonna show you you know me. I know you

[00:39:36] Now it's one thing if I was a complete asshole about everything You don't have me nigga No, I'm hot But you told it to me At you Me I'm like hold up I tried to look back. I got a I got a sword neck so

[00:40:05] I can't necessarily uh Is it evil? I couldn't give her the evil the evil. I wanted to give her but um I'm gonna say that you know my family is uh very interesting ones only because

[00:40:27] Is is one of the things where it's like, oh, well, you know, you don't ever come around you don't do this You don't do this like well at the end of day just like everybody else values their

[00:40:37] Time or their order their time with the people they want to spend time with I do the same thing But it doesn't you know for them They don't want to be amongst the time that they want me to be there if that makes sense

[00:40:54] So that part again they don't what they don't want to be amongst the time that they want me to be there They don't want it to be amongst the time that they Want me to be with them

[00:41:06] So think of it this way so so my um my uncles my uncles fathers just died Okay, so that's a couple of my cousins whatever so They would want me to be there to support them But in my head, I'm like that's not my grandfather

[00:41:24] It as you know it is what it is. I'm sorry that you lost your grandfather or that my uncle lost his dad But hey it shit happens I didn't I didn't feel the need to go, you know what I'm saying right but

[00:41:40] For them they will want me to be there to support them I'll see what you son I don't know why my brain put that together But in retrospect it is funny because um, I was telling some myosas And My person said I was petty for it

[00:42:00] but I was like for the amount of things that They you know for that this side of the family had never shown up for like so I had a graduation You know graduated college. I got having graduation party all that stuff

[00:42:15] There's a many things that they didn't show up to because they felt obligate They felt that they wanted to go to other things and then told us that we should change the date that we should Have our stuff so that they could come And it's like

[00:42:30] It's not us. That's not us I lived that situation too At my family as well like that particular thing and this is intermediate family. This ain't even like Uh, we ain't grow up together type shit. Like these are like aunts My mom so people

[00:42:48] You know, like just once part one Part of that intermediate family will be that way and it's just kind of like yo is not petty I've It's only petty when it happens once and then I act the way I'm gonna act

[00:43:05] If that happens multiple times throughout the years, this is my I ain't gonna say my opinion. Yeah, this is my opinion because I'm going through it too If it's happened multiple times throughout the years the one time I decide not to I'm just keeping the fucking energy

[00:43:20] It sucks that had to happen via a funeral That part might be the situation where it was like, you know, it probably didn't maybe I could have been the bigger person But it ain't it ain't being petty. It's just It ain't for me to be the bigger person

[00:43:36] That's Sometimes it's not for you to be in situations is not Certain situations is not For you to be the bigger person and I am not saying that you should have I am saying that that's always an option that anybody can say like yeah, maybe I could have

[00:43:53] But if I didn't it's not really You know what I mean? It's not hurting nobody It shouldn't I mean at the end of the day, you know, it's like I like I saw some miles, you know

[00:44:06] And I was like, well, you know them missing your college graduation party isn't that big of a no It's not that big of a deal. But what about when my best friend died ain't nobody called or anything to

[00:44:19] Oh my god. I'm so sorry, but it was just like oh, all right, whatever No, but it is The college graduation thing is a big deal what that person is whoever you're talking to It's like I said I've been through this stuff too. It just sounds like

[00:44:39] You're equating You're talking I put it it makes this thing like you're trying to the person is Quantifying and trying to make you be petty not that they're trying to make you be petty but when you quantify like tit for tat like

[00:44:54] Funeral I didn't go to funeral because of this this and this it kind of quantifies it as oh You only did this because of this and it's like no, this is pattern behavior

[00:45:03] I'm not doing it because of this one particular thing. So yeah, of course is going to make it seem like oh graduation Funeral they're not the same. I'm like, yeah, I get that aspect. It is the behavior

[00:45:15] It's not the it's not the event. It's the behavior. It's the uh, it's what happened Oh for all of that I keep saying behavior and I guess that's the word I'm going to use. Yeah, it's the behavior. It's the actions. It's the the non actions

[00:45:29] It's all of that stuff so No, no one called because you know after it happened No one Is the reasons why because you said that you should change that they was like you should change something or

[00:45:44] Checking we can you do it a different date just so we can come and it's kind of like Yo, if you don't come you don't come

[00:45:51] Um, you know, I mean and I was my parents asked me there's like so did you want to change that's if what what am I changing before? Yeah, and they were like well, you know

[00:46:02] At the end of the day you told them what day it was right? Yeah. How long ago did you tell them? Well, I go week two weeks ago

[00:46:10] All of a sudden a day before they they find out that they had something that they want to go to because somebody else Want something to come to something like that's not my concern and I've always been that way. I've always been that way of

[00:46:22] It's one thing if I told you the day up you said you can't make it for something But if I told you weeks weeks prior Then you say yeah, and then you say no I can't I can't or can you change it to another day? No

[00:46:35] I'm not changing like because now you're telling me for everyone that can make it I gotta make an accommodation for you No, I don't make accommodations for individuals

[00:46:47] I make accommodations if a mass of them can't come if everyone's like, you know, this just doesn't work because we're all going to this one thing All right, cool fine Change it to the following week But to make an accommodation

[00:47:02] Because once you start doing that then you run the risk of the masses ain't coming The thing that you change it for because it's kind of like they might have put stuff off because they really want to be at your thing right and and and they

[00:47:15] you know saying You know, even even my best friend before you know is I want to say When this party happened. I want to say a Solid two months maybe a month and a half he passed away anyway who's to say that

[00:47:35] We would have been able to get the people who did show up to still come out because there's people You know, it's people might be right now older every it was a lot of people that showed up They were the only ones that didn't show up

[00:47:47] you know saying Everybody who said oh, you know, I this wasn't recent was it? Well, this 2015 No, no 2016 2016. Okay. Okay. Okay. Um, so no it wasn't recent This is we coming up on eight years since then my you know, COVID has uh, fuck my my whole

[00:48:10] Perception of time and shut up and I I know I keep saying that but that's the literal truth Because I remember you was I don't remember you and maybe I do I don't remember you actually saying That you had lost your best friend Oh, no, you didn't

[00:48:28] We never started recording at that point, but I told the story about what happened I remember now and my head for that's besides the point I would I'm thinking of something else about something that you told me about someone else and they had a condition

[00:48:43] But this isn't that person because uh He passed away a different type of way Right that what that particular person did no actually no, I think we're talking about the same person um No, I think I think we're talking about the same person because

[00:49:08] Of my friend. Oh no, no, no, no, you're talking about most recently Most recently. No, you know, no, he passed away from something totally different. Yes um Yes, he did and I just saw I just saw his twin brother the other day and yeah um, yeah

[00:49:28] He's he's still going through it and it's and it's been and it's been a minute And you know, so yeah Let's you know that greed, you know greed doesn't have no sort of time frame on it and not that my uncle and um his and his family won't

[00:49:45] Be grieving, you know The depth of his father, but You know saying that's a grief grief. You're right. It don't uh at times I just like I'm gonna say I wake up. Well, it'd be moments throughout the day

[00:50:01] Well, I'll be thinking about some eye that uh that I lost or some shit like that not every day, but just something would trigger something like Like a smell or whatever I be like my grandmother was like the smoke certain type of cigarettes

[00:50:13] I smell them cigarettes and I think it hurts sometimes Like like stuff like that like right uh You know No one really gets over Anything you get better with it with time, but you're not over passing away. That's that's that's not

[00:50:32] Whatever gets over that. I mean if that was the case, you know And I put my wife on the spot. Mind you she's not in the room anymore That means she would get over, you know

[00:50:43] All of a sudden she'll get over the death of like her mom or Her order, you know what I'm saying Like that like it is it's it's mostly like if that was the case then that that would be something that people can get over quickly

[00:50:57] You know and I mean I know I know uh, Montgrey he's gonna be grieving for a while. I know His family is gonna be grieving for a while his immediate family As far as his children his grandchildren and his brothers and sisters, but It isn't something that

[00:51:16] You know not that not that I didn't know the guy and not that I didn't think he was a good person It's just something that doesn't hold dear to me Like I could see if he was my grandfather That's different

[00:51:31] But he's not you know saying so it's one of those things where it's like, all right, you know Is what it is, you know But you know someone's like well you just you spend Like for people to tell me that i'm oh that i'm being

[00:51:47] All these things i'm like well at the end of day, you don't know the extent of The stuff that has ever happened like Yeah, to you it might be being petty and I should have when the show was supporting this this and this

[00:52:04] But in my head i'm like If that was the case Where was the support when I needed you guys years ago? So now i'm not making it my top priority to To reach you know to be at a certain place

[00:52:21] You know saying because it in my head it wasn't a top priority Top priority to you to be at a top like even like even with my father died It wasn't a top priority for anybody to reach out. I had more friends who I knew at the bar

[00:52:37] That reached out to me Before I have family that reached out to me Like by the time family reached out to me about with my father died He had been dead for about three weeks

[00:52:51] Oh, yeah, we we heard about your father. We're so sorry. We meant to call you We meant to reach out to you we meant but I have people who

[00:53:01] You just that's just one thing you don't say if you meant to you lie to them other fucking like I just found out I call to make sure you were straight the thing is is like those that's the time when you're supposed to be lying

[00:53:15] Right because it's no how that's going. You should know how that's gonna sound So you should just know Yeah So I just I just want to hear whatever, you know and when when they were saying, oh, well, you know, we so sorry about it

[00:53:32] But then but then you know like anything else like like like it works with my family business as usual Okay, well cool, you know, oh, let's take these pictures

[00:53:43] And so and it's funny because my wife always what is that attitude come on? I said, well, it's not that it's an attitude. It's It's a simple fact of Niggas die every day. So in our heads, we're just like fuck it. Just just keep the shit rocking

[00:54:00] And that's and that's how I carry a lot of stuff is I just keep shit rocking because I What is a point of me being bothered or upset about it if it ain't gonna change

[00:54:11] It's not gonna change the fact of my father's dead. It's not gonna change the fact that um My best friend's there's not gonna change the fact that two of my fraternity brothers dead

[00:54:22] At the end of the day, you just keep the shit rocking. You remember how you remember them but if I choose not to go to something because I don't want to go doesn't mean that I don't have respect for anyone else. It just means that I

[00:54:37] I hate to say ladies I Really give two shits about it because I got my old shit going on Yeah, you know saying it's nothing personal to them. It's just it is what it is So I mean As I've told people I'm not the most liked

[00:54:59] Amongst my friends amongst uh my family amongst people in general so You know and I don't take it personally and I don't play I don't go out my way to be most liked by anybody Because I'm only gonna be me. So if you can't deal with

[00:55:21] If you can't deal with who I am that clearly You you might as well not be around me You know saying yeah, that's how I kind of look at it

[00:55:33] It's not like I'm about to tell somebody hey come stay with me and live in the basement. I ain't got no goddamn basement Oh Oh, yeah, come live with me and buying I got a basement buying kind of basement See like that that tv That um

[00:55:53] That show that network that be showing all the crazy shit like oh mystery tv I d So I got All right Money is number two only because the way I see The way I those that that The way I see things is more or less like

[00:56:23] Everything trickles down right so your family in my opinion and how I like to see things Your family is you want to be your biggest support system with them You should feel like you can be and do anything you want and if you need shelter and

[00:56:38] Uh and and and you know Confidence and all that stuff all that good stuff that the world not gonna give you You should be able to get it there So from that point you won't need some money

[00:56:52] So with that money I see money as a resource and not like a flex like You know, especially with this this last year as uh, this last year has taught me that so

[00:57:04] Money is a resource not as a flex like oh, I got this this is a nut So that's I I kind of that's why money is my number two

[00:57:14] And money is my number two because I feel like with our money you're not going to be able to have good health Um and alpha number uh three Uh

[00:57:27] You need money to eat right you need money to research these things as far as like what good health is because you can't Trust the doctors You need money in every car so health is money number two health number three careers number four

[00:57:44] Above money. Yeah careers number four because um, you don't necessarily need a You don't necessarily need a career to have money That's true because you only need Yeah, because your career. Yeah, you just yeah because your career is just you know, you are

[00:58:01] And I need to look this up, but I see your career as uh um progression in your field right Like you might start off as a let's just for for layman's turn you start off as a level one

[00:58:15] Go to a level two. You go to a level three. You go to a level four Blah blah blah blah, but if you just have a good start you're doing at mcdonald's Hmm and a job is just something you're doing with at mcdonald's

[00:58:26] Yeah, a job of the job like you might be a nurse one day and you might be a fucking uh I don't know a mechanic another day. That's just a fucking job Yeah

[00:58:36] That's how I look at jobs is I look at jobs is like something you you do For the moment. Yeah, and then or Here's here's my other criteria that you know, I thought I did

[00:58:49] Something that when when it's all said and done you have nothing to show for it You I mean, I mean Say that but let's say, you know, like when I was you should have one thing is the money that it provided you well

[00:59:04] If you won't have no retirement no 401k knowing that That was shit It's a job Yeah, I got you you get jobs that will give you a part-time careers. They say part-time jobs

[00:59:17] Yeah, I mean you could you get jobs that'll be like, oh, yeah, we uh provide 401k, but they don't provide The retirement so that means you got a your 401k is a retirement, but then you got you know, like at the last place

[00:59:30] I was at before I went to the state You put into your 401k But they didn't match it so Why am I putting them to a 401k if you ain't gonna match it? That means I'm literally just putting my own money and so

[00:59:46] If I'm there for 15 years, that's the money for you and a fund. That's how that works Hey, look if I only invest ten dollars every month or every paycheck for 15 years All that was invest more money. I'm looking if you invest that investing they

[01:00:08] You invest enough. I don't believe that it don't match like that. I heard some companies don't match But what they're my last company didn't match. They didn't ask at all. You get your money

[01:00:18] I'm saying they're investing your money for you. It's like an IRA. Like you would get a get an IRA Put in a you know Well, then and then match me and my investment so we we all in this loss together They like nah

[01:00:37] This is a multi-billion dollar company that won't do it. That's why a lot of people were bothered That's why I was like, man. Fuck this like I'm gonna put into this 401k just for you to what like even even with my so

[01:00:52] There's a there's a couple different like companies that have life insurance plans that follow you. Okay So with this with this company They went with a place that the life insurance policy didn't follow you

[01:01:07] But if you want to keep the life insurance policy, you just had to pay the race So if you you know when I did insurance, you know, you Let's say you with whoever your company was and I sold life insurance to you and the life insurance was

[01:01:21] Five dollars per every 10,000 or per every whatever And it came out to let's say you want to do You just say you want to do 200,000 100,000 whatever and it came up to like $10 for you

[01:01:37] When I was doing insurance, especially with aflac or some of the other places that we had that we did it with It followed you so that means if you paid $10 At this company it followed you to your next company

[01:01:54] And all you had to do is just pay that that money When I left the company I was at with a stockpile in the private industry There's like, okay, you don't know you can definitely take it with you

[01:02:04] But now you need to do the calculation for this this and this and that so I did the calculation For the policy I had And I don't like I'm not lying to you. I had a hundred fifty thousand dollar policy um

[01:02:21] It cost me all of seven dollars, right When I did those when I did the calculations for that policy to keep, you know to keep that same policy It was going to cost me per um

[01:02:38] It didn't cost me per month close to a hundred some odd dollars a month To keep that policy Let's just put it this way I pay less than that for more than that Exactly On my own not through the company right

[01:02:58] And that's what didn't ask what I was saying. I was like, you know what why am I why am I doing like And when I did the numbers I even called myself. So is this like so is this money? Is this

[01:03:08] Is this hundred and whatever dollars that I'm paying is this per is this per month or am I breaking this down? per per Or if I'm making this per year You know, am I breaking this hundred whatever down per year like because you know that

[01:03:26] You know, I gotta ask some questions Oh, no, no, no, whatever you calculated here that is per month Are you fucking serious? So I go from paying seven dollars to paying a hundred and seven dollars like come get the

[01:03:40] It was more than that. I'm just I'm not getting the exact number but it was it So you tell me I gotta pay more than that And then at that they sent me this stuff

[01:03:54] So late that when I sent it to him when I was leaving the company By the time they sent it to me, I had three days due to calculation. So It might not even been that and they might not even know the answer to shit

[01:04:09] All I know is This is what they told me this is what I calculated and they was like it was per month and I said man, fuck that Yeah Yeah companies Yeah So Careers number four Yeah Careers a career. I'm more worried about uh

[01:04:37] My my main thing is provide, you know, being being able to provide for myself Make sure I'm straight. So if that comes with me hitting the lottery or me fucking uh

[01:04:48] My uh my stocks or investments going good. Fuck a career. I don't really that's not what's driving me I'll do it. I'll have a career and that's that's why I so go on the list number four number five hobbies because uh, we'll follow my hobbies out going saying

[01:05:05] So outside all of that I gotta have hobbies Hobbies yes, uh Video games all that good shit um, and then number uh I know this is kind of crazy fitness is um Last for me only because if you're in good health

[01:05:26] That it kind of just I I see fitness as like yo being able to um Being able to have more control over your body If that makes any sense like, you know, like, um Yeah, just for example, can you do a perfect push up?

[01:05:42] Can you lift something with your core instead of using your legs stuff like that? That's being fit to me That's the same reason why I put fitness so high because I know for me being a guy fitness is a lot higher because

[01:05:58] Um, when it comes down to that blood flow and me still trying to fuck my wife and I'm looking at from my age Yeah, but it's Help is health. So yo, I'm not saying that you can so this is just hierarchy, right?

[01:06:12] I am not saying fitness might be the most important thing in your life And I'm not even saying any of these things ain't the most important thing in my or is or any I am saying that actually family Yes, I'm saying

[01:06:26] I'm not saying you can't give 100 to fitness right I'm just saying Uh When it comes to this list it is low only because health is so high You'll still be alive if you're not fit You'll still be healthy

[01:06:45] Because health is up there if I'm not fit. I just won't be able to do certain things Effectively sex No, that's not true. I'm healthy. I can have sex Because health in that list health and fitness was two different things What was it?

[01:07:05] It's in health. You said no, I don't know Oh fitness and health is number three then I fucked up Fitness and health was number three I fucked up my own fucking soviet and that's funny Fitness and health is number three for those very reasons

[01:07:24] And then there's career and hobbies Okay Yeah, the money like I said the money will help you be able to be listen With extra money like well as far as fitness let's go back to fitness and health with the extra money for me for fitness and health

[01:07:42] I'm able to do shit like buy a fucking massage gun I buy I bought Free weights. I bought you know what I bought dumbbells. I'm doing all that shit. I bought a push-up What do you call it?

[01:07:55] The push-up mat where you know not the mat but the thing where you you know Have your hands different, you know angles and shit like that to target certain parts of the chest and shit like that I'm eating better. I'm drinking better

[01:08:11] Stuff like that like when you say drinking better drinking better alcohol or better So when I say drinking better when I say drinking better outside of the alcohol Um bottle water all the way through no tap Oh, so you doctor seven in your water. Okay. Okay. Okay. Um

[01:08:33] Uh, have you gone to the alkaline dye yet? Oh, so the alkaline for me So I think what happens with uh my particular gut No, I'm not this is with my particular gut. I think my shit is already alkaline

[01:08:51] So when I drink alkaline water it fucks my stomach up At one point it never used to do that It's too extended Yeah, yeah, yeah So something like that. Yeah, so I don't do alkaline water. I just do regular water

[01:09:11] I drink kombucha. I take pro and you know, I take vitamins and shit. I take probiotics. I take biotin Like that all that shit costs fucking money And I remember being like uh like younger in my 20s and shit. I was not taking fucking multivitamins

[01:09:28] I look at a thing of multivitamins like 13 dollars. I can't afford that Well, you know what I mean? Or like why I got spent 13 dollars on it now. I like the way That my body feels when I'm I'm like, you know got the nutrients and shit like that

[01:09:43] I'm taking the right shit that I don't ever want to like not do it But cillium husk like for fiber and shit like that like that shit costs money a bag A thing of cillium and husk is like 20 fucking dollars Huh

[01:10:03] Um, I take a regular see I take a regular men's one a day, but I also do Uh probiotics. I don't take anything like I'm not um

[01:10:14] I am not at the level where people be like, oh, I need extra iron or this this and that and blah blah blah blah What I really want to do and which I am going to do is get a uh a The fuck is it called?

[01:10:29] A genome methylation test or something like that. So a methylation test will once this type of test will um Tell you you Your it will give you information on your body as far as like how it absorbs nutrients in which you're

[01:10:49] Inherently deficient in not what you're currently deficient in but like what your body just does not have or what it makes too much of Or how do you you kind of understand? How does your body function on a serular? level Like oh D-law was born with uh

[01:11:07] He needs a certain amount of uh, let's just say zinc in order for his body to absorb Nutrients the way that it does and it'll help him do this this and this

[01:11:19] So at that point if the if the test is telling you that then you talk to your doctor like yo This is what the test is saying blah blah blah Should I get how much zinc more zinc do you advise me? for whatever happened

[01:11:34] Just so because some of us i'm a lot of us probably just you know, we're taking Stuff but we probably took not taking a lot of the stuff that we need or too much of the stuff that we need So I want to figure that shit out

[01:11:46] All right I heard a lot of people take it that's and you know their whole Situation changes for themselves. Some people skin clear the fuck up some people lose a lot of weight because not just because they're

[01:11:59] Exercise of because they're taking the right stuff so their body can You know take the nutrients to burn fat easily when they while working out and stuff like that That's like I want to

[01:12:09] That's the next thing I want to do but it's us costs a lot of money So that's why money is so far up there because it's not like i'm like, oh, I gotta have this amount of money in the bank

[01:12:20] I just realized that shit costs a lot of fucking money So it's like I just want to get to a point where I can You know, that's why family and then there's money where I can fucking

[01:12:31] It even the money right now like i'm using that shit to further my career Like I still want to be in 19 and shit. So i'm using that money to fucking Get resources to study for tests to

[01:12:43] Pass certs to earn more money to get you know better health and look after the family and shit. So That's what my heart gives the That's what my shit is uh stacked the way it is

[01:12:58] Yeah, and I get I get why yours is stacked that way too like In another not even another in a sense I will go with yours too like Because I could see the perspective of like why you have yours Uh why you value those things in that order

[01:13:16] So I can go either way. It's just that I know right now where I'm at now not that the The money is not my family is everything no doubt, but not that the money is everything too

[01:13:27] It's just that that money makes all that other stuff below so much in here Right I ain't even talking about like oh, I need money for like oh, I need this car This is not getting some bucks about that All right

[01:13:41] As we all know those houses with the fucking That's 600,000 dollars or shit like that. You know was in them driveways toiota camry's Fucking mozzas Subaru's Every down then you see your bands all of

[01:14:00] Every the ones that you see your bands in the they could actually afford a million dollar house. They just don't All the police all them cars at least even and all the cars at least exactly

[01:14:12] So it's kind of like it's funny because that's all the rich people say oh, I won't buy no car. I lease them Yeah, I told my mom and All that all that maintenance you do on shit and you got pay all this At least I so

[01:14:28] I told my wife when I have uh The car I bought like a couple years ago because I actually wanted this car I said once I pay this shit off. I was like, uh, I think the next couple cars are gonna be leased until they get this

[01:14:38] Electric car self-driving shit straight because it will be for me personally will be no need for me to keep buying Uh cars every 10 12 years or 15 years because it's kind of like I'll be taking so much good care of them. It's kind of like if I sell it

[01:14:53] What the fuck am I really selling it for i'm not really getting anything Right So it's kind of like no, I think i'm a lease Oh, I can do that. I'll have I mean I got fucking three cars right now I was like, uh, how we see uh

[01:15:07] You know I'll continue lease Wow Because I don't be I mean, you know, I mean I don't be I did it I even told my wife so shit. I might at least uh, tell your camera. She's like, why would you get that?

[01:15:21] You don't look like you should be driving a camera I was like you think I was like look I don't care what no I was like. I got fucking three other car like that

[01:15:28] I don't give a fuck what you didn't you didn't you didn't uh attitude error her it doesn't matter what you think Every time I see attitude era was a good era era It's always doing the degeneration next suck it shit and this is always the montage of I

[01:15:50] Need to steal that fucking clip and just write and just make a bunch of fucking different memes for that shit Whenever my boss blah blah blah blah me behind the back I Get the ones where when you got the cold worker that'd be studied over shit It

[01:16:27] Our algorithms are different but somewhat similar man The wrestling shit just killed like yo wrestling is the best thing ever man Or you get the ones I'll be sending you Yeah, but just like like I get um like I read I randomly get like uh

[01:16:48] What was the last random shit I got? Um every now and then I got a book of tea saying ho kogan we coming for you nigga Yep every time I see it. I send it to my uh my group chat and we just laugh our ass off because

[01:17:01] That means my experiment worked. So I've been doing a silent experiment I've been uh sending specific memes to the specific people To see if It changed their algorithm of what they see in their rules

[01:17:18] I've been seeing but I've been seeing that book of t-shirt forever and ever since I've told you that The youtube channel I found called deadlock Would they just kind of like uh analyze certain things about wrestling or just certain uh, you know events and shit like that

[01:17:34] It's just fun. Like when I look back at that shit. It's just funny like the rock overselling him getting stunned by stoll cold He flips up in the air and shit. It does a hand

[01:17:44] Yeah, it does a handstand. Yeah, it's just kind of like shit like that. I was like this motherfucker like stupid shit like that like Fucking hilarious No, I'm trying to remember the last joint I seen

[01:17:56] Oh when can you see all the ones where I sent you with people that's probably should have broken their necks I looked at some Group them I ain't gonna hold you. Some things are gruesome, but I enjoy watching them Yeah, shout outs with wrestling

[01:18:16] Damn is it on uh, is it on that picture? tomorrow Which one? Oh no, that's not to 2025 Damn January 2025 is when um wwe will be having money and I raw But for anyone that does want to know um Coming on February 25th, I want to say

[01:18:41] It is elimination chamber wwe We will not see j cargill Um, if you don't know who that is please look her up. I know she is um because I Motherfuckers sexy as shit

[01:19:00] I ain't even mad about all shot at shot at her and got turned out because I would And chocolatey And must be and sexually Everything with the e at the end It's gonna be like wwe Fit

[01:19:22] It's not gonna be by a while like I don't even know what he think that he thought he was going Yeah She's gonna need someone that's gonna be able to pin her down

[01:19:32] Exactly and we know by a while can't pin nothing down. He brother can keep erica down Hey, exactly I don't know these things I feel like you just get you just took a shot at him. I don't even know I did I just took a shadow

[01:19:54] I I did on that note shout out to j Do you think Universe Honestly With just with the body like you got Do you think she'd be a better storm than halle berry? Yeah, I didn't like holly barry a storm

[01:20:18] I love looking at holly barry a storm, you know who I thought could be uh, what's her name? This year not gonna like that Uh patina millerman on that note You saw I was like really you know what Raising painted

[01:20:42] Patina remember if she was married to an actual black guy. Oh my god Hey, yo, this has been another episode of the quarter way box I'll stick with j car Is my ultimate score